-Age 7 oveeio-
Everyday in the church father would preach to Us.
Today in particular he talked about the end of the world. that It was coming soon and we would have to be ready for it. He would tell us we would be judged after we die, and if we did not sacrifice ourselves for god, we would be punished in hell for all of eternity. His words stuck with me for the whole night. The thought of going to hell was awful. I would never want to go to a place like that, not even if I was dared to. I sat in my bed thinking of all the sins I have made.
Have I made one? Have I not? The thought of even sinning made me sick. I would never do something like that. But I realized quickly, the bunny from last night. The thing I did to it. The way it made me feel good about hurting it. the other animals ive played with. I realized how badly I messed up. I cried for hours on end, screaming at the sky praying god would forgive me. By the time I finished, it was already the middle of the night. The tears in my eyes had stopped, and I rested my head on my pillow, wishing I were to be forgiven. I'm sorry god. I'm sorry for all of what l've done.